Almost late....

Okay, right....um, well life is going downhill fast but AMAZING friends are helping a lot, talking, listening....and kicking my ass out of the depression hole I keep trying to bury myself in. Here starts the list of shit dragging me into that hole:

First, my girlfriend and I broke up after going out for two months, the first time, and just last week after dating again for four days she gets jealous and again we break up, oh joy. Second my grandfather, who has been in my life since BEFORE I was born has Alzheimer's and cut off his beard Monday, a beard he was proud of, a beard he'd cultivated, the beard that made him my grandfather. I don't cry in front of anyone but myself but right now it's  extremely hard to hold back any hint of tears, but everyone is helping, everyone that isn't blood family that is, they just act like nothing is wrong, like nothing has changed, even Stripper....Keith has a sweet side, underneath the layers of him being an asshole, and that helps more than most can understand.

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On top of that Patches, Red's (I say MY) fluffy baby girl who he cannot afford to have pregnant, is pregnant. But she's such a sweetheart and I love her so much and she keeps loving on me so she is helping lots too and cuddling with her babies when they come will make me feel even better.

~Kiro....